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Please don’t go, I love you so
I love you so, I love you so I love you so…
Today I was reminded of what love is, and how deep it can run. There are different kinds of love, most definitely, and I don’t think we ever experience the same love twice. However, today i was reminded that it is much more than smiles and butterflies in your stomach. Love is when someone who means the world to you tells you he no longer sees the world in his reflection, and suddenly you find yourself holding back tears you didn’t even know had formed in your eyes. Suddenly you have a lump in your throat as you try to search for the perfect set of words to pour out of you mouth, just so that you can attempt to fix it. But nothing comes out. You realize it’s a situation so fragile that you don’t dare try to use such trivial things as words. You stare at him as he stares at the ground and all you want to do is grab him, shake him, tear open his ribcage so that he too can see the fire that glows within him, maybe even feel its heat. You want to hold him in your arms, so tight, that his cracks fill up with passion and warmth. That’s what love is. When after almost 3 years you still care for someone enough to have your heart break when theirs is broken. When you feel their hurt and struggle as if it is your own. That’s love. When you would do anything for someone, just to see them genuinely smile again.
18. Never seemed so much till now.